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Live, Love, Laugh
It seems forever when I'm with you 
he's the only boy who'll gonna have my heart on the right time :)
and if destiny breaks this promise, he'll always be a special part of my journey. NICE ONE! hahaha! |
Warning: I'm a CRAP.
don't read me. 'diot. i said don't read! I'm Jez and craps are all over me right now. the word crap begun last 25th Dec 1992. I was borned then, & the doctor gave me the spank of life. I'm just like any other being, i cry, i laugh, i pretend, i succeed and most especially i shit. btw. I'm not an airhead, just full of crap. if you find my post very shitty and full of craps, well i can actually congratulate myself for achieving another crap and woops look! seems like my ass is interested in your lips THEY SHOULD MEET SOMETIME. haha! Everyday is a beginning.Who knows what surprises are there waiting for us in the future? (like craps at the streets.) Life is short, so just enjoy every minute of it.(even though it's full of craps) Lastly,it's Faith is what keeps her going. (even though I'm a crap, GOD loves me.) |
Speak Up
Don't let it be left behind. |
Live, Love, Laugh
I won't let you go like this. CHAM. LYSSA. KATE. JARLLANZ. EYLA. HUI YU. EDWIN. WALDEN. JADE. MICKO. NINA. CHARMAINE. EILEEN. SHEN. Live, Love, Laugh
Thanks for being a part of my story October 2008 / March 2009 / April 2009 / May 2009 / June 2009 / July 2009 / August 2009 / |
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Today is Thursday, April 23, 2009 11:49 PM Today is FRIDAY! and TGiF! The week has been so fast, from seconds to minutes, minutes turned to hours, hours to day and day formed a week. So goodbye week 17. The whole week has been very stressful and depressing. Why? It's the week before the first paper arrives. This Tuesday is the first paper and please please please, I need some energy and encouragement for the whole thing. Sadly, no, nevermind. I don't want to get emotional again. I'll just let everything go and move on. Btw! I'm so pissed off! Ms Ros settled the remedial schedule today at 2pm. The dismissal is at 12 something then, Eric,Train and I waited for about 1 and half our for what stupid shit. We were like idiotic laugh3x there and talk nonsense just to kill time then Koh Jing arrived and told us that the Social Studies remedial was canceled. WAW MAN! I was like saying BULLSHIT at first I didn't believe Koh Jing, I thought he was just making a fool of himself but then when he started to pack his thing wow man! I was like, stupid social studies! Waste my time waiting there. Haii yaaaah. Why liddis. Why does people cheat our feelings. Why is life so unfair? Why does a person wakes up every morning just to face another set of problem? I just want to commit suicide but no lah cos it won't help me solve the problem. Words are meant to be broken and actions are done to hurt. :(( I hate this life. I hate this. I need strength like Jesus once possesed here on earth. He never gave up. Sometimes I wonder and sometimes I doubt, why am I here? why am I suppose to go through these things. You know what's the ONLY thing that makes me happy? It's when I found myself riding at Bus 100, waiting to take off at the 7th bus stop. cross the street, go to the 3rd floor of the building. Sit there and sing and listen and close my eyes. I FEEL AT HOME. I FEEL BLESSED. and I FEEL LOVED. and that's the only thing I can hang on and hold on to. the love of GOD. and if it'll lost. I'll be too. He who knows and only he knows what my heart agonizes. :( | |||
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