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Live, Love, Laugh
It seems forever when I'm with you ![]()
he's the only boy who'll gonna have my heart on the right time :)
and if destiny breaks this promise, he'll always be a special part of my journey. NICE ONE! hahaha! |
Warning: I'm a CRAP.
don't read me. 'diot. i said don't read! I'm Jez and craps are all over me right now. the word crap begun last 25th Dec 1992. I was borned then, & the doctor gave me the spank of life. I'm just like any other being, i cry, i laugh, i pretend, i succeed and most especially i shit. btw. I'm not an airhead, just full of crap. if you find my post very shitty and full of craps, well i can actually congratulate myself for achieving another crap and woops look! seems like my ass is interested in your lips THEY SHOULD MEET SOMETIME. haha! Everyday is a beginning.Who knows what surprises are there waiting for us in the future? (like craps at the streets.) Life is short, so just enjoy every minute of it.(even though it's full of craps) Lastly,it's Faith is what keeps her going. (even though I'm a crap, GOD loves me.) |
Speak Up
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Live, Love, Laugh
I won't let you go like this. CHAM. LYSSA. KATE. JARLLANZ. EYLA. HUI YU. EDWIN. WALDEN. JADE. MICKO. NINA. CHARMAINE. EILEEN. SHEN. Live, Love, Laugh
Thanks for being a part of my story October 2008 / March 2009 / April 2009 / May 2009 / June 2009 / July 2009 / August 2009 / |
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Today is Monday, March 30, 2009 1:14 AM Upside downs, I have to deal with it.
Your encouragement is the best thing that ever happened, in the history. :) Thank and guess what? I passed the 2.4 km tes, I beat uncle's last year result. Plainly unbelievable thing, but you gotta. & I'm still hoping to pass the logarithm test. I'm not perfect okey? and I will never be in this world. Nothing much important happen, so nothing much important to say. But I'm outrageously excited for 10th April, Socializing of the church. It'll be fun, even you're not there. haha. regrets are always in the last. :) hahaha. I'llmissyou. :) Surely I will. x( ♥I miss Nong.
Today is Friday, March 27, 2009 7:39 PM Thinking of you, if what are you doing now.
I'm busy and you are more busy than I am. So how? What now? How I wish to talk to you right now. Gogogo! XD I miss you & I care for you. ♥
Today is Thursday, March 26, 2009 10:36 PM It's freaky Friday again, and guess what, I have to attend the speech day thing, uncle is right! I have to attend and he's right again, I could sleep there with the cold breeze of aircon. I love Fridays cos it's the last day of the school days, but all the more, I love Thursdays, because of the Filipino Worship Service and I can be with my ates and kuyas there and also I can see uncle! Yesterday was fun though, it's like I don't want to smiling already until my mom got irritated by my giggles and soft "Hayyyy.". And the reason behind this things was uncle's polo. XD Haha! I'm so so so lucky yesterday as my plans went well and the sign simply came true! Can't believe that I'm so inspired again, most specially studying. I have millions and millions of smile left and that's only for you man x) I'll never look back, yuh. It's time to move on, and let go. and say hi to you. haha! God I love you so much and I know you do also. I will never ever break my promises. So so so very blessed!
Another mischievous day has passed, it's like, yesterday was so evil and some people around you tend to ruin your not-so-fun life, and now, here I am, I am still standing firmly as a newly built skyscraper! Nobody and nothing will ever take my faith away. Golds and diamonds are nothing in the Holy City. Chocolates and teddy bears will never ever replace God's love. God is willing to make miracles in every second of our lives. -success in everything -happiness inside your heart -people will come and will love you -whenever you fall down, you will never be scared -whenever people leave, you will never be alone Tears are simply JUST tears, we weep because of the bruises and sores in our heart but when the blessed day has come, everything will fade away, you will never need anything that you have from this world as this is not our place, we are just traveling a short journey. ♥Conclusions
Today is Wednesday, March 25, 2009 12:57 AM We sometimes don't expect things to happen, and what's worst we cannot stop it. I am so frustrated about my studies and my schedules these few days. Honestly, I don't know where to start revising. I'm so bad in my two major subject which is Chemistry and A Maths. I'm planning to drop it, but people who are concern for me encourages me to continue. *smiles. I'm glad that even though I'm really anxious about it all, I still have the chance to smile. Thanks uncle for always cheering me up! Well, he's there eh. Hahaha!
Yesterday was fun though! I went to church and I almost finished my work loads, I'm gonna finish it today by the way. Yesterday, the we also held our meeting for the program. I'm really excited about it, it will definitely be fun and interesting to those people who will be there. As I see, there will be a lot of musical presentations and dramas. The Binhi members will be dancing and I sabotage uncle to join in that drama. x)) Haha. There's no turning back! There's really a lot of upcoming events and activities. And I supposed, everyone must cooperate and have fun. I'm really hoping for a big change in my grades, I'm really really hoping to learn how to manage time and self-discipline and I'm hoping to let go of the things and people who are not meant for me. :) Thanks for loving and helping me through these Father God. ♥
Today is Sunday, March 22, 2009 6:19 AM Today is great. Unexpectedly everything went so well and also unexpectedly, I met a new friend (Not to mention the name, to prevent gossips.) Well, I learned a lot today, the lesson at the church was about worship services, and holy scriptures. Just now I also held a small conference with Elvi, Lyrica and Zage. Luckily my english was okey and Elvi understood me. I appointed Lyrica as the leader of the committee in Social Service & Development, and she was like so happy about it. I'm glad that teens in our church really give important to this kind of things. But ofcourse sometimes you don't really have to expect a lot because people are different and if you did expect a lot from a person and that person didn't meet your expectations you'll just end up disappointed, so I'm also trying to learn what varies in people. Cham and I went to her house to watch ASAP, and once again, Cham harassed me. LOL. Why? She saw gorgeous teens at TV and went like a mad woman. I also became crazy but I didn't hurt her. But it's ok, I'm so used to it :)) Cham has given me a stressful quote. Thank you for that. Haha! Wait, really cannot leh, very difficult sia. Haha! END God will always be with us, just trust Him with all your heart. Put everything We should love God by worshiping and performing duties. Nevertheless, we must also admit all the sins we have done(though He already know everything that we think, do, and speak) and fervently ask for Thy forgiveness and stop doing the same things over and over again.
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Today is Saturday, March 21, 2009 7:55 AM I love You so much my Dearest God. Always be with me. I beg You. I don't need to have anything, anyone. I have You. I've been through a lot, without others knowing it. Yet, You know it all. You stayed beside me and never let me go. Who else shall I ask for? If I have You as my best friend. Who else shall I find? If You are already holding both my hands. I love You so much Dearest God! Thank You for all the blessings which I never asked for. Thank You for the trials and tests that have made me come closer to You. Thank You for giving me plenty of tears, nevertheless the sadness did not stayed for so long inside my heart. Thank You for everything; my parents, family, and best friends, whom You used to bring me up when I don't feel like rising. Thank You for the wisdom, I knew how important Your Church is, how important You are in once life, nevertheless, in my own life. :) | |||
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